Thursday, March 27, 2025

Back to sQuare oNe

 Many Many years of teaching often polishes one's skills and teaching techniques.

Mastering new content, is doable and common..

But to practice a whole new different level of pedagogy for these cute little-lower-primary critters, has taken me back to sQuAre OnE in educating.....

Never have I thought, i'd be so out of control...

Again, I'm back to being a newbie. Taking classroom management lessons back from fellow seniors. 

Belajar... belajar.. belajar... 

Help me to help you, dear young ones~

there's always that "special" one in the class..

p/s: unlearn ... and now re-learn... 

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Selamat Hari Raya in a few days...
May Allah Accept our deeds and ibadah 

Taqabbalallahuminna waminkum🌹


book of choice:


Thursday, March 20, 2025

si UMER

 A boy named Umer... My ex-student,

Anak soleh. Anak cemerlang all A...

Brightest IGCSE star at that time, and extremely humble...

I've once asked him about what he wanted to do with his life..

Katanya, nak jadi Ulama' ( shocked me to the core, for I've never encountered any teenager in my entire life, that has the same dream as his)

"Tapi, akan jadi doktor dulu, to fulfil my parent's wish..." katanya selamba.. (shocked me again)

Knowing his parents, 

🌹The family's best companions at home are books and books and books.... no junkie reading and magazines..

🌹 Their main topic of conversation are books,  scholars and critical ideas.. 

🌹His older brother is into old Malay books (I taught him for one year)

🌹His younger brother is into poems and arts

🌹They have their future laid out and decided by both their parents... sekolah, university, courses to be taken and future career and place they will live in... (seriously)

🌹 I called him 'an old man, masked in a boy's face' as he caught me hearing Nessum Dorma, and confessed himself as an opera fan too.. 


Unik keluarga ni... dan mengumkan!

kan?

Walaupun ketetapan Allah yang Maha Agung itu, tidak seperti yang kita impi dan doakan kadang-kadang, 

TETAP, itulah yang yang terbaik untuk kita.. kerana Allah Maha Melihat dan Maha Tahu...


namun, perancangan dan usaha tu masih penting ... 

untuk kita yang buta dan tidak tahu ini...


Alakullihal~

I wish you all well...

p/s: vincero!!


choice of book:



Friday, March 14, 2025

PUT them AWAY...

Puasa Puasa Puasa.... walaupuan selepas bulan puasa berlalu nanti,

Find ways to have a healthy life, than a healthy virtual life....


Set rules, before you loose hours and hours and hours of your precious time and life...


Start with

.....Restricting your usage of your cellphone on the bed


Tu je dulu.. 🤣🤣

Book choice:



Friday, March 7, 2025

Jihad Safwa dan Marwa

Throwback bulan lepas

🌹🌹🌹

Perih jerih mengandung anak kembar, tambah pula lagi, melahirkan anak sulung. 
Semoga dipermudahkan urusan ibu dan baby Safwa dan Marwa.

Some lesson from twin birth you might want to know;
- mencabar fizikal ibu mengandung
- perlu lebih perhatian ketika pembawakan
- tendency masuk ward ketika mengandung, agak kerap
-bersalin awal jadi baby perlu extra attention kedua-duanya

watak utama kembar nun di belakang

 Rezeki dapat pakej combo ..

Barakallahufeekh Shazleen
Jihad twin mom..

p/s: visit bersalin and experience sharing kinda freak me out a little.. but, hey, rezeki kita semua tak sama kan? (comforting my freak-out self)


Saturday, March 1, 2025

The kind of DATE I will never forget....

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim~

A year older and a year wiser..

More chance for another Ramadan and hopefully another opportunity to self-cleanse..

The greatest gift this year, is to celebrate my birthday on the first of Ramadan 2025…

for the first time in my living life..

 

Thank You Allah for the date and date... didn't mean that kind of date.. 

what I meant by date...

date 1-tarikh

date 2- kurma

date 3- person


date date and date....Get it? 🤣

Thursday, February 27, 2025

Mehnah lidah...

 Mengapa bertanya jawapan taqdir yang tidak diketahui?

Teruskan berjalan dengan usaha dan redha dengan tetrtib aturan tuhan..

Mulut yang mencaci dan merendah itu lumrah dunia,

Usah menjadi mangsa kiblat dunia, demi membahagiakan mulut-mulut yang tidak menghantar kita ke syurga..



Rancang dengan apa yang ada di tangan

Bukan yang kita angan-angankan

Kita membina cita dan harapan

Bukan mimpi dan igauan


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Bacaan pilihan:


Thursday, February 20, 2025

Raudatus Sakinah dan Nowseeheart

 One random but significant thing about songs is that, they flip memories...

And this one particular Nowseeheart song stroked out a sad one. 

Raudatus sakinah bukanlah suatu institusi yang pencapaiannya ditunggu-tunggu perkembangannya. Unlike business, rumah ini bukanlah tempat yang menginginkan penambahan penghuni apatahlagi penambahan rumah ke dua atau ke tiga.

Menghabiskan lebih kurang setahun, menjalankan aktiviti berkala dengan adik-adik ini, seronok dan sedih dalam masa yang sama. Mereka mencari jalan pulang. jalan pulang kepada Allah. Ada yang ber ibu dan ayah dan ada juga yatim, ada yang kaya, susah, lembut, kasar... berwarna warni karakternya...

Ada yang berjaya bertemu jalan pualng, dan ada juga yang mungkin kembali atas ujian yang sama..

Melihat wajah-wajah bersih adik-adik ini dan ujian mereka menjadi ibu pada usia yang amat muda, mendatangkan sebak. Ujian kita mungkin tidak serupa, tapi kita tetap diuji...

Dan ujian mereka besar... dan kejayaan mereka juga amat besar sekiranya, mereka berjaya KEMBALI kepada Allah dengan sebenar-benar kembali...

-seorang gadis-

Siapa kita untuk menilai...?
Hate the action, but not the agent.... 

-anonymous forever repenting sinner-