Sunday, July 30, 2017

Erruptions...

Amarah....

Nak marah....
Ter-marah...

Marah biasanya ada simptom... 

Dia datang dengan gigilan tubuh, muka merah, jantung kencang, hati menggelegak, fikiran pendek, dan mata hati yang mula kabur dan hampir buta...

Sabar biasanya ada bersama-sama marah.... cuma bila isi hati mula dimuntahkan keluar dengan lahar kata-kata kasar nan maha membara, sabar akan pergi tak kembali......

Sabar hanya kembali semula.....

Sehingga lahar kemarahan habis dimuntahkan dan tubuh mula sejuk semula...

Cuma, kali ini, sabar tidak kembali berseorangan.... dia kembali membawa sekali rakan yang tidak disenanginya.... 


'penyesalan'....



Tammat, drama jam 7 petang bertajuk, "pinggan tak dingin, nasi tak retak" dengan lagu soundtrack drama "Ayam Mee"..


I know....

Merapu right?
 
Just ignore this entry....

p/s: fingers have to type, what the heart wants to say.....

Friday, July 28, 2017

Ujian Besar, Bukan untuk Orang Besar...


Jumpa gambar dalam folder lama…. Alkisah lama…

Tau pun senyap.....


Jadi si kecik ni tak mahu duduk diam. Bising, waktu ujian. Ramai yang terganggu. Bukan itu sahaja, tambah rencah melawan cakap cikgu pulak. Memang nak kena masak kari budak sorang ni, hari ni.

Nah, cikgu parking kan awak sebelah abang sado. Masing-masing bertentang mata sesaat dua, terus diam seribu bahasa.
Cara kita didik dengan bahasa kehidupan….
Ketegaq sangat…
…………………………………..
Pelajaran buat yang tua…  
Jadi, kita ni, ada yang tak suka nak solat, kurang gemar dengan majlis ilmu, siap ada yang memperlekeh agamawan atas nama liberalisasi. Satu hari, Allah letak kita sebelah singa, sesombong mana pun lagak kita, akan terus menadah tangan memohon doa…
Cara Allah nak didik kita, dengan Keagungannya…… sebab,
Kita pun degil juga…

Faham ke idok?



Friday, July 14, 2017

Sign of a time.... of Harry Style's mean, according to me...

Not very sure who composed it... couldn't find it anywhere...
'Sherlock mode: ON'

still.... couldn't find it...

it's good song though... according to me...
 .................................................
 Just stop your crying
It's a sign of the times
Welcome to the final show
Hope you're wearing your best clothes

You can't bribe the door on your way to the sky
You look pretty good down here
But you ain't really good

 chorus:
We never learn, we've been here before
Why are we always stuck and running from
The bullets, the bullets?
We never learn, we've been here before
Why are we always stuck and running from
Your bullets, the bullets?

Just stop your crying
It's a sign of the times
We gotta get away from here
We gotta get away from here
Just stop your crying
It'll be alright
They told me that the end is near
We gotta get away from here

Just stop your crying
Have the time of your life
Breaking through the atmosphere
And things are pretty good from here

Remember, everything will be alright
We can meet again somewhere
Somewhere far away from here

We don't talk enough
We should open up
Before it's all too much
Will we ever learn?
We've been here before
It's just what we know

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stop crying in the stanza, probably indicates the singer's act of consoling his woman of how some thing are not worth crying for...

welcome to the final show, and putting the best clothes.. he somehow ensure his beloved to embrace the hideous reality as its a sign of a time (the changing of values*)

you look pretty good down here, but ain't really good... this verse explain how she might always be beautiful in the singers' eyes, but not in the eyes of the people today, whom might portray decency as backwards...

 you cant bribe the door on your way to the sky.... now this line had things to do with death and how we couldn't control the journey of our soul... death

in the chorus stanza, singer saying that human often commit the same mistakes over and over again. 

the end is near and we gotta get away from here signifies how the singer sees the era of a hideous reality begin and beg his woman to leave this world (**refer).... as it is never a blissful world to live in anymore....

Breaking through the atmosphere  and things are pretty good from here ....now this part seems to show the singers' persuading his woman how death is somehow a better way to escape the current world.... and weird, the way he explains it, as if he is dead, and his soul came down consoling his beloved to join him, when he ensures, the other life looks better.... hurmmmm.....

we don't talk enough and should open up.... inculcating the right values are very important, and preserving it in is vital in creating a better life quality, yet dominations of self-centeredness and ignorant lifestyle had somehow left goodness to dry and die... and he continues...'will we ever learn'..... again, we makes the same mistakes....


*some decency seen absurd..... it's a sign of a time....
woman preserving their dignity, seen as un-modern conservatives.....
sticking with modesty and more covers for women means oppressing.... 


**we are repeating the exact same history that man had previously did once....
seeking power by killing others.... we often aware, the impact is severe... 
the sadist bloodshed left scars for generations to come....


feel free to add and critique.... it's a good song though.... i guess...